KingStryfe

For the past couple months, I've been trying to have some time to get away from a lot. Just to think you know? I've mainly been closing the deli at the store I work, spending time with Vanessa (Who is now my Fiance) and trying to make time for my usual gaming. I've come into a bit of an alcohol problem and I think I hit a peak with it this past weekend, I still have had a drink since last Saturday, but I haven't been heavy on it, just one drink instead of many. I think Sunday really scared me considering my health. Another thing that happened in the past month was that a lot of drama was thrown around. I won't get into much for details, bu

As an update from previous journals. I got my beloved back. Super happy about that. (I was a wreck without her) However in this journal entry. I'd like to rant about a recent incident. Recently across the web, it's been buzzing over an underage pre-teen that killed herself because she flashed a guy online, pictures were leaked and she was embarrassed and bullied to the point where she killed herself. I sense that a lot of this could've been avoided. But do you ever notice that if a teen is going through problems, a majority of people don't give a fuck. Then said person kills themselves and suddenly everyone mourns the loss of a young soul.

I've decided to keep a journal here.... It helps me cope and vent my thoughts out. Went to work today and it was raining, seems the heavens tend to weep for those that want to but can't. I wore her ring all day just because no matter what is happening or where she is. She's always in my heart and on my mind.... I didn't talk much at work for a reason, I knew if I spoke up about anything involving yesterday. I wouldn't be able to handle it.... I almost cried before lunch and I said to myself in the walk-in. "Sean, now's not the time." However I went to lunch and frantically tried to get a hold of her.... but to no avail. I couldn't even fini